Current dreams and dreams of the future

When I was young, my dream was to be popular. I wanted myself to appear in many peoples eyes although I was shy and timid. But because I was shy, I wanted to be loved by as many people as I possibly could. I was and still am a person who likes enjoying the moment more than struggling to think about the future so I also wanted to do what I could while I can. 

Becoming an idol was very appealing to me as I thought idols must be young (which I think is wrong now. Idols can be of any age) and they are always loved by so many people. I never had thought I could become one so it is in fact already a dream come true for me. My current dream is to do the best I could and continue this dream. Not just for myself but for the group as well.

I would like to deliver what I do to the world but I don't think it is just about myself. I would like to deliver what my group can do and I would like to just be a part of delivering what my group can do.

From when I was young, I never liked living for myself. I always wanted to become someone who is helpful to others so I can have a purpose to live. I want to become someone who lives in purpose for someone. My happiness comes from being needed by others, not from working hard to live for myself. If I feel that I am needed, I feel like I can give it my best. Therefore I would like to continue being an idol for as long as I could as I am able to continue singing and dancing which I am passionate about, and also deliver a happiness. If I can make someone smile from my performance, make someones day from talking to them or give courage to anyone with my words, I am very happy.

As long as there are people who look forward to my performance, I would like to continue being on stage. If I am to graduate, it would be because of the environment, or if I feel no one would like to see me on stage anymore. 

For me, I feel a group has more voice and more power. A group would be able to attract more people which means we could deliver more happiness to more people. Thus I would like to always be a part of it and would like to help with the group's growth so I could deliver what we do to more people.

Being asked, "What is your dream?" is a difficult question since my dream has already come true. So now I would like to continue my dream, grow even more to deliver what we can do to many people.

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